I feel that each day just isn’t complete without a rejection, don’t you? [My best week was last spring when I received seven rejections in seven days]
I received a very nice e-rejection yesterday from Brandi Bowles at Howard Morhaim. [not the agent I submitted to on Monday] She’s the agent with whom I had an appointment at the PNWA conference in July. I’m disappointed, of course, but not terribly surprised, as it was a bit of a long shot: she’s not hugely into fantasy, but gave it a good try. Actually her boss had told her to try fantasy, and she went into it willingly. In fact, I saw it as a good opportunity.
Why did I sign up to speak to her when she doesn’t “do” fantasy? Well, here’s the tricky thing. Her agency does represent fantasy, which is why I chose her. And I tried to get a meeting with Michelle Grajkowski but was unsuccessful. It’s a bit of a gamble sometimes at these conferences, when you get to sign up for one appointment and just hope to get a chance to speak to someone else. There wasn’t a lot of opportunity to run into agents at the PNWA con and chat in an offhand way. I don’t know where they went to hang out in between workshop sessions, but it was rare to catch a glimpse of agents and editors, unless they were eating in the restaurant. And maybe it’s just me, but I don’t like to interrupt someone while she’s eating.
Anyway, it’s easy for me to look back and say, “I should have signed up with a different agent.” But if another agent had been interested, and had ultimately rejected my MS, I’d be saying the same thing about them. I made as educated a choice as I could based on the agents’ sales and all, and it didn’t pan out this time. She said very nice things about my writing, and I take those seriously.
I can still query the others. And what’s more, I will.
- Success in spite of stress
- Told ya…